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We Are Our Own Country Now - Blouse

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Not just like the Titanic. It’s extra like a ship that’s sinking however has the possibility of in some way miraculously discovering a solution to keep afloat however most likely gained’t…but it surely would possibly. My mission as captain (and would possibly I add that I make for a placing ship captain) is to seek out that miracle glue or flotation gadget that forestall the ship from going underneath. But, each time I believe I discover that miracle it seems to be imaginary ( I’d say it seems to be a mirage however that will completely be mixing metaphors). I can’t grasp an answer and now all I’m left to do is ponder what drowning looks like. Metaphorical drowning i.e. by no means having the ability to discover one other job in my occupation, by no means ending my e-book, by no means, by no means, by no means, something. Does anybody have glue that will maintain a sinking ship collectively?
I reside a big a part of my life in daydreams. So sometimes my actuality is tainted by my creativeness and I’m at all times utterly surprised on the contrariness of the 2. My imagined life is awfully extraordinary, my actual life is quiet and extraordinary, not dangerous definitely and pleased positively, however inevitably lower than imagined. Alas. What’s a opposite lady to do? One thing, I simply should do one thing. The issue lies within the sheer quantity of issues I’ve imagined myself doing- writing a wildly sudden and profitable novel, turning into an artsy pianist a la Regina Spektor, catching a serial killer, successful a Nobel Peace Prize, discovering there actually is a Narnia…and one million different issues I’ve daydreamed myself doing that most likely gained’t (or can’t) ever be performed, no less than not by me.
However then once more…sifting by the extra absurd and unrealistic goals (Oh, Narnia if solely you actually did exist!) I discover myself questioning why I haven’t thought of the chance {that a} least a couple of of those imaginings are, actually, doable. Why have I at all times assumed by no means? By no means is, in any case, an awfully lengthy time- it appears to me that logically there are only a few issues that may by no means occur. So, I’m going to attempt, no less than make an try, at being the extraordinary me of my daydreams or countrarywise my daydreams are going to make an try at being me.